my favourite mistake

so i'm high right now. haven't smoked in over 3 months. that's an eternity to me. feels nice but not as great as being clean. i don't care to go back to my daily smoking habit. i dreamt that i had, and i woke up feeling utterly sad but then rejoiced because it was just a dream. went to the casino today, blogging from h's house. net loss of only $3 out of $30. i'm cheap, yeah? have some stuff to talk about and write. mainly want to capture my thoughts and keystrokes while high. happy 3 day weekend/labor day/another day.