have i told you lately that i love you

arianna huffington resides in my head. she must. how else to explain how what she writes is exactly what i'm feeling/wanting to express. read this gem today:

"Fearlessness is not the absence of fear. Rather, it's the mastery of fear. It's getting to the point where our fears do not stop us from daring to think new thoughts, try new things, take risks, fail, and start again. Fearlessness is all about getting up one more time than we fall down."

Master your fear, take risks. Can i take those 5 words and live my life the way I want to live it? I have to. I can't continue to float on by while others are doing the fighting. can't give into these troughs i'm in and need to climb uphill to get to where i know i belong. i need to bite the bullet, stop the negativity and embrace the fact that i have a job that pays decent and others aren't so lucky. this job will be the catalyst to move to sf. i need to just take it one day at a time or else i will walk out.