hormones are a bitch

when i listen to s-club 7's classic never had a dream come true, it can only mean 1 of 2 things. either i'm in a mood for cheesy delicious music or i'm depressed and want to try to experience any type of feeling thru crap pop. except that it isn't exactly crap pop. it's good to me. guilty pleasures anyone? i'd also have to say tonight, tonight by nkotb is great fun. fluffy fluff fluff fun. nothing wrong with that. i'm back at home and feel kind of numb. my visit was definitely bittersweet. my eyes have been yanked open further. my heart resides in orlando still but my brain and future know that i cannot go back. i can't stay in jax either so i must keep on moving. the visit with my buds and my sister and her kids are great memories that i'm glad i experienced and documented with my new cam. ugh, my hormones are all wonky with pms flavouring and i'm feeling pretty yucky right now. i want to go will go watch buffy for some solace and feeling of belonging. i dread returning to work tomorrow but money is needed. i hope the potentials don't annoy me too much right now. i don't think i could take it. i'll write more about my trip later. for now, another pic i adore