the joker is a cool song

i shake, i twitch, i long for more.

buffy withdrawal setting in hardcore.

my eyes well up with teary dew

my scoobies are gone. what am i to do?

spells, demons, werewolves no more

emptiness & grief erupting at my core.

no willow, no xander, no spike, no dawn

the light at the end of the tunnel is gone.

ha! what these cheesy lines are trying to say is that i miss buffy. i miss my friends tremendously. i geniunely crave sunnydale and all the buffy mythology. last night i started veronica mars and although i adore the show, my heart aches for buffy & co. 140 + episodes over the summer is not easy to get out of my system. a woo and a hoo for dvds. i can relive the entire wonderfulness over and over again. i know that i want to already but have to just relish the hours we shared and move down the coast to neptune.

3 episodes into veronica mars and the familiar feeling of *knowing* overwhelms me. the outsiderness, sarcasm and angriness that veronica wears proudly like a badge resonates so loudly in my ears. i am veronica mars. whereas buffy uses metaphors aplenty to explore different life conditions, veronica is human and is me. only blonder, hotter & skinnier. the show itself is new to me as i've missed the beginning of s1 and middle of s2. can't wait to discover what i'm missing.