birthday that just keeps on giving

where to begin, where to begin?!! today is monday. not just another ordinary monday. today is the first day after my refuckingmarkable birthday weekend. i cannot stop thinking of her. her lips have made permanent reminders on mine of their softness and tastiness. we both want this to work; we are both willing to work and not play our usual cards of sabotage/running away when things get rough. i want to do so much for her. she wants to do so much for me. what we ache for indeed. we have our own city. we have elected a mayor. we have a restaurant and inhabitants. we have each other. that is the best feeling in the world. knowing i am not alone. knowing i have her to cry with, complain with, make out with, love with, get silly with, drink smirnoffs with. i have my rebellious star. i have her...and she has me.