just killing time

listening to the decemberists' on the bus mall. it's such a lovely, flighty song. it wraps itself around me with marshmallow arms and i love it. for whatever reason loading my sunday pics is taking ridiculously long. i have to do them one by one to keep from having everything freeze on me. i hate this piece of shit pc. i really do. i started lost hearts in italy today and so far it's ok. the author is quite verbose. her sentences are large & encumbered but make for a different reading experience. i'll continue to read it w/an open mind and see where it takes me.

today was a pretty good monday. i made it a point to leave all negativity and bad vibes down in the pit where they belong and surrounded myself w/positive light & energy only. it worked. besides tackling myself, my biggest obstacle is the monotony of my job. the utter repetitive nature of it paralyzes me into not caring and my mind just leaves my body during those 8 hours. the chicks at work make it more tolerable at least. at the end of the month we should know if we are to be made permanent. i don't see why i won't be offered permanent employment. i received feedback today for the first time in weeks and i'm kicking ass. i truly am a phone slayer. ha! going perm will mean more money but it will also mean having to budget to survive on a bi-monthly pay sked. yikes!

this is my most random of posts. been texting w/laine all weekend. i finally called her today but got her vm. confession time, i was kinda happy. i'm not certain what to say to her but her texts are so damn sweet. it's nice. it's been confirmed she has a southern accent. not too deep but southern definitely. is she a london bridge kind of gal? the day for drinks is approaching and i'm still not sure where to take her although she said she isn't much of a drinker (+3 pts) but loves red stripe! (+10) anyone who professes to red strip love is super ok in my book. another confession, i am just killing time till midnight so i can watch the bitch fight from hell on fashion house! i can't believe i'm watching this cheesy show and i can't belive i actually commited it to this page. oh well, who doesn't love a guilty pleasure.