tuesday tofu

it is fatal to meet life w/the burden of certainty, w/the conceit of knowledge. b/c after all, knowledge is merely a thing of the past.

I like the above statement. As much as I want to *know*, I also want life to be new & fresh and approach it w/a certain level of innocence. Nothing is more valuable than being awoken by someone's words or actions. Is 'awoken' an actual word? Or is it one I made up? Idn but i like it. I've just been re-reading some of the Krishnamurti quotes in my journal & each one still sends shockwaves through me.

i need to get back to school. i say it often enough and think it every other hour of the day but i really do. my brain is turning to mush just sitting in my cube all day. what will i go for? history? it is my first love but so much is out there. i've given up on having a high paying career; i want contenment. my mom told me tonight she's desperate for me to return to school too. she said she'd even help me. i don't have any excuse not to return. i'm gonna check out the fccj website to see if they've posted any dates for next semester yet. other than that, not too much going on. today was another pretty decent day at work. call volume is unrelenting but again my slayer mentally is helping me conquer them all. seeing k at work is just as nice; if not nicer than ever before. the other girlies there are super cool chicks as well. woohoo for finally connecting with people.