pic n' save

left at 2. wanted to leave at noon. hormones, mom, shit job, lack of $$$, whatever it is/was today wasn't my best day. now that i think of it, it truly was just a continuation of my stop n' start night. didn't sleep very well. don't know why. couch was comfy, mom & brother fast asleep, no neighbour noise just good ol' my body wants to play tricks on me hi-jinks. got up ok, took shower, felt refreshed & recharged, got to work and nothing but happiness, sadness, anger, frustration, isolation, boredom, et al. suck it up didn't help today. not sure if it'll help tomorrow but try it i must. a little over 2 wks left; see the finish line over the horizon but for now, all i can focus on is orlando, orlando, orlando. can't wait to see my peeps especially h. she kills me and can't wait to be sucked into another one of her stories. damn i sure miss those. wish we had longer than a wkend to spend down there. vastly different person i am since my last visit. the seeds of the new me were just taking root last visit and my friends made comments. how will happy me be greeted? how will i greet them?