i will follow you into the dark

it's a go on the third. my baby's on her way to the airport to visit her friends in cali. my heart and head are swimming in turmoil. emotional rollercoaster that seems to only consist of gravity laden downward spirals. who designed this monstrosity anyway? i miss her already and it's been less than 10 minutes. how am i supposed to sleep by myself for these three nights? the only thing bringing a smile to my face now is her sweet words upon receiving a text from her. i love you, k. i love you more than simple man-made words could ever express. if i could i would wrestle all the stars in every single galaxy and mold them into the shiniest and gaudiest ring imaginable. you will be the envy of everyone. you will be loved for life. i will spend my whole existence making sure you never lack it. dammit, not even npr can assuage my hurt. popped in death cab's plans. loving, loving hardcore i will follow you into the dark. so much beauty & sentiment in that melody. right up there with new slang as musical masterpieces in my world. truly yummers!

gonna try to get my mind occupied with other stuff so i won't long for her too much. not sure if that'll be successful but i have to try. have two finals this week. algebra and government. i only need a 70 in algebra to keep my A. props to me. first semester back and on the verge of ending it with all A's! this certainly calls for a celebration. wanted to smoke to celebrate but that's not much of a celebration. will await my girl and celebrate properly with her. she graduated with her AA and is going to uni in the fall. double plus goodness!!! gawd, she's my whole world. i want to transport ourselves to thursday so she can be back in my arms and i can be looking at her baby blues. for now, i have Degas' dancer pirouetting to her words to keep me company.